Words
I didn’t plan to say but needed to.
Somewhere between ennui and spark, my raw, unfiltered bits are here.
I’m a nerdy girl with a pen—the type who always carries a black Pilot Precise V5, has read thousands of books, and still scribbles in the margins. Sometimes I’m just writing back to an author who’ll never read it.
Maybe one day, all these scribbles will grow into books of their own.
BTS: Behind the Spit
This is life between bites of grilled meat, wrapped in lettuce, and dipped in something spicy—what celebrity posters will never reveal.
The Ones Who Don't Bend
I am not here to be palatable. I am not here to fit into a world that asks me to break myself down just to stay in its box.
When “More” Hurts
We’re so obsessed with more—more beauty, more money, more intelligence, more size. But having more often quietly destroys you.
36-24-36
At 15, I measured myself. Dang! I was nowhere near 36-24-36. How do they do it?
White Lies
There’s an invisible line we cross when we stop doing what’s expected of us and start doing what feels right.
Jaded and Jewelry
I climbed to the rooftop of a ten-story building. Looked down. Not afraid of dying. Then, I realized: there is no reason to life—only the will to live it fully.
Never Meant to Be Friends
She called sex brunch. I treated it like a secret government file. From her, I learned to evolve without apology.
Three Queens, One Chaos
Sisterhood is laughing until you can’t breathe, crying until your eyeliner runs, and always having someone who makes the world feel soft again.
Welcome to the Dating Zoo
They said I was living the dream. I handed them my dating diary. Now they’re worried.
The Shrimp You Didn’t Want
We grow stronger not because of what we get, but because of what we’re willing to live without.
The Architecture of Glass
Le Corbusier’s design philosophy emphasizes a transparent boundary between inside and outside. In learning to live behind glass, I’ve discovered how to draw the line for true empathy.
From Liminal to Immanent
Charizard was my favorite Pokémon evolution. But real life doesn’t work like that. We don’t evolve once and stay there—we shift constantly.
Vacation State of Mind
Vacation isn’t just a place. It’s a state of mind, one I’ve discovered I can create for myself—every single day.
Sainya (Part 2)
Sainya isn’t just a word. It’s a call to stop negotiating with life’s chaos and start living in alignment with your soul. To unlock the freedom to live boldly, unapologetically, and authentically.
Sainya (Part 1)
The world bends for the bold, so it’s become clear to me that by stepping away from rigid rules, I’m allowing myself to embrace my true desires and experience authentic freedom.
The Monogamous Polyglot
I’ve lived many lives and dreamed in many languages. But when it comes to core values, I believe in one home, one body, one soul to return to.
My Relationship Vision
My vision for love is simple yet profound — a partnership rooted in honesty, laughter, and faith, growing stronger through every season of life.
Why I Am Single
I’m not single because I’m hard to love. I’m single because I love deeply—and have no desire to audition for it.
Insatiable
Strength, transformation, and the beauty of imperfection anchor me in a world of uncertainty.
Beyond Private Paradise
A private island. Seven cities. Endless beauty. But even paradise has borders—and just beyond them, the world waits. I live in both.