Words
I didn’t plan to say but needed to.
Somewhere between ennui and spark, my raw, unfiltered bits are here.
I’m a nerdy girl with a pen—the type who always carries a black Pilot Precise V5, has read thousands of books, and still scribbles in the margins. Sometimes I’m just writing back to an author who’ll never read it.
Maybe one day, all these scribbles will grow into books of their own.
I Don’t Want to Be Your Muse
Some people admired me without knowing me. Others left when they saw my edges. I’ve learned that real connection demands truth, not perfection.
And Just Like That
We expect change to be loud. Instead, it arrives softly. One breath, one message, one ordinary Tuesday—and just like that, you’re in a new life.
The Sainya Way to Wealth
Most people fear money, worship it, or pretend not to care. But there’s a third way — one that feels like luxury, power, and peace at once.
Greener on Our Side
We spend years chasing what we don’t have, only to realize the gold was always in our hands. Wanting what you have changes everything.
Sainya at Work
Being bold at work isn’t about volume. It’s knowing your worth, fighting for it, and refusing to wait for permission to lead.
How Freedom Looks on Western Women
Western women move with more freedom—in how they look, speak, and live. This isn’t fashion. It’s a powerful social shift.
Taiwan’s Silent Message
A sexist airline safety video reveals how subtle gender bias still shapes Taiwan’s society—and why it’s time to question what we call “normal.”
The Empire Hours
The hours you overlook are the ones that shape who you become. Lost time isn’t lost at all, if you know how to use it.
Spare Lives, Prime Impact
You’re one in eight billion—told you matter, yet surrounded by reminders that you’re easily replaced. So what does it mean to truly count?
Designing for Earth
Sustainable design isn’t just technical but philosophical. The Overview Effect urges us to build as if we’ve seen Earth from space.
Negative Capability at Work
Most of us chase clarity for a sense of control, but negative capability means leaving room for the unknown to shape the outcome.
Flower Vase Girls
Behind every perfect photo of a flower vase girl is a life paused in girlhood—where beauty was the goal and growth never required.
OC and Exceptional
It’s not dysfunction. It’s design. What looks like compulsion to others is how high-functioning minds turn chaos into order.
Cleopatra’s Rug
If Cleopatra had been born a man, we’d study her war tactics in business school. Instead, we reduce her to her nose and her lovers.
The Lies We Choose
We live inside the lies we tell ourselves until something breaks us open. It’s a choice between the safety of illusion and the clarity of truth.
After Almost Dying
The real shift happened quietly: I stopped measuring my worth by achievement. I started asking what feels true—and let that lead.
Curry No Hurry
We're conditioned to equate speed with value, but your life isn’t a search engine. Slowing down isn’t laziness. It’s intelligence.
Beyond C’est la Vie
Sainya begins where c’est la vie ends—not with a shrug, but with a choice. It’s the quiet rebellion of claiming truth over the script.
Vanessa of Aurelia
In Aurelia, stone remembers and art shapes fate. I am Vanessa—a stranger summoned to build a hall of no repetition, where each surface sings.
The Economics of Living
Economics isn’t just for markets. Inherited wealth, time, and luck decide who gets ahead and who’s stuck surviving.