Words
I didn’t plan to say but needed to.
Somewhere between ennui and spark, my raw, unfiltered bits are here.
I’m a nerdy girl with a pen—the type who always carries a black Pilot Precise V5, has read thousands of books, and still scribbles in the margins. Sometimes I’m just writing back to an author who’ll never read it.
Maybe one day, all these scribbles will grow into books of their own.
The Edge of the Universe
At the edge of the universe, she came not to conquer but to awaken. He was the last man who still remembered how to long.
The Wisdom of Hazy
When we stop clinging to details, we begin to see the imprint—what lingers in us after the facts dissolve, like light through fog.
Beauty in the Midst of Sadness
Even in the depths of sorrow, beauty has a way of breaking through. A heart-shaped ring became my reminder that softness still lives in me.
You Are the Answer
Joy isn’t something you chase—it’s what remains when suffering fades. Guanyin’s teachings remind us the power has always been yours.
Manifesting from Awareness
You manifest through every thought, fear, and belief. Transformation begins not with effort but with self-awareness and alignment.
From Atheist to Agnostic
There’s a quiet strength in not pretending to know. Agnosticism didn’t give me clarity—it gave me peace. And maybe that’s more powerful.
The Sainya Way to Wealth
Most people fear money, worship it, or pretend not to care. But there’s a third way — one that feels like luxury, power, and peace at once.
Flutterstruck: The Joy of Self-Worth
Flutterstruck is the thrilling moment you choose your own worth before anyone else does. It is the energy that pulls joy and power into your life.
The Shape of Meaning
Diamonds can symbolize eternal love or inevitable sorrow, depending on who you ask. The meaning we give things is a mirror of our world.
Greener on Our Side
We spend years chasing what we don’t have, only to realize the gold was always in our hands. Wanting what you have changes everything.
Unhappily Ever After
A kingdom full of love, longing, and quiet betrayals—where happy endings faded, and the real story began when the fairy tale ended.
The Empire Hours
The hours you overlook are the ones that shape who you become. Lost time isn’t lost at all, if you know how to use it.
Spare Lives, Prime Impact
You’re one in eight billion—told you matter, yet surrounded by reminders that you’re easily replaced. So what does it mean to truly count?
Walk the Path
You don’t have to force your life into shape. The path is already here—soft, steady, and made for you. Trust the pull, not the pressure.
Embody the Light
You don’t have to chase the light. It was never out there to begin with. Just live in a way that makes space for it to rise from within.
The Lies We Choose
We live inside the lies we tell ourselves until something breaks us open. It’s a choice between the safety of illusion and the clarity of truth.
After Almost Dying
The real shift happened quietly: I stopped measuring my worth by achievement. I started asking what feels true—and let that lead.
Mind First, Then Matter
What if you could think yourself into health? Into peace? Into becoming the woman, man, or life you know is waiting for you?
Beyond C’est la Vie
Sainya begins where c’est la vie ends—not with a shrug, but with a choice. It’s the quiet rebellion of claiming truth over the script.
Vanessa of Aurelia
In Aurelia, stone remembers and art shapes fate. I am Vanessa—a stranger summoned to build a hall of no repetition, where each surface sings.