Words
I didn’t plan to say but needed to.
Somewhere between ennui and spark, my raw, unfiltered bits are here.
I’m a nerdy girl with a pen—the type who always carries a black Pilot Precise V5, has read thousands of books, and still scribbles in the margins. Sometimes I’m just writing back to an author who’ll never read it.
Maybe one day, all these scribbles will grow into books of their own.
Second Skin
She doesn’t chase. She doesn’t compare. Still, they echo her in silence. She is the second skin, the one they’ll never wear right.
Your Sacred Timeline
You were never meant to live someone else’s version of your future. The real power lies in claiming the path that feels most like home.
From Atheist to Agnostic
There’s a quiet strength in not pretending to know. Agnosticism didn’t give me clarity—it gave me peace. And maybe that’s more powerful.
The Sainya Way to Wealth
Most people fear money, worship it, or pretend not to care. But there’s a third way — one that feels like luxury, power, and peace at once.
Flutterstruck: The Joy of Self-Worth
Flutterstruck is the thrilling moment you choose your own worth before anyone else does. It is the energy that pulls joy and power into your life.
How to Love Without Losing Yourself
To love without losing yourself is to stop lying to survive. It’s choosing truth and walking as a whole, wild, self-honoring woman.
The Shape of Meaning
Diamonds can symbolize eternal love or inevitable sorrow, depending on who you ask. The meaning we give things is a mirror of our world.
The Art of Matcha
In every swirl of jade, there’s a story of ceremony and calm. Matcha isn’t just a drink—it’s a ritual of presence, peace, and power.
Greener on Our Side
We spend years chasing what we don’t have, only to realize the gold was always in our hands. Wanting what you have changes everything.
Sainya at Work
Being bold at work isn’t about volume. It’s knowing your worth, fighting for it, and refusing to wait for permission to lead.
Manhattan to Manhattan
He left the plains for the skyline lights, chasing love from Kansas dust to New York nights—Manhattan to Manhattan again.
Unhappily Ever After
A kingdom full of love, longing, and quiet betrayals—where happy endings faded, and the real story began when the fairy tale ended.
To the Disappearing Mom
You matter beyond survival. You deserve tenderness, peace, and love—not just for your kids, but for the whole woman you are inside.
From Darkness to Dawn
Even in your lowest hour, there is a rhythm beneath the wreckage, calling you forward. This poem walks with you toward light and life.
The Gospel According to Brisket
Brisket falls like velvet onto paper. You order too much, pour the sauce slow, then nod at the total like you knew it was a holy thing.
Austin Tanlines
Austin hums with sun-soaked joy, where food sizzles, highways stretch like lifelines, and every tanline tells a story of vibrant, unapologetic living.
Before the Sun
He kissed my cheek and said only what I needed—no more. No vows, no rush. Just presence, like dawn waiting to unfold.
Why We Hide Our Dirty Laundry
What we hide—secrets, shame, or emotion—often reveals more than we realize. Clean might look like control, but it comes at a cost.
Storms Don’t Last Forever
Storms tear through comfort, but they also break what’s fake. The aftermath often reveals who you are—and what was never truly yours.
How Freedom Looks on Western Women
Western women move with more freedom—in how they look, speak, and live. This isn’t fashion. It’s a powerful social shift.