Words
I didn’t plan to say but needed to.
Somewhere between ennui and spark, my raw, unfiltered bits are here.
I’m a nerdy girl with a pen—the type who always carries a black Pilot Precise V5, has read thousands of books, and still scribbles in the margins. Sometimes I’m just writing back to an author who’ll never read it.
Maybe one day, all these scribbles will grow into books of their own.
When Everything Comes Apart
In my unraveling, I found a secret passage hidden beneath the chaos. The heaviness I once feared wasn’t a punishment—it was an invitation.
Perfection Was a Cage
I cried over a 99—not because I cared about the score, but because perfection was the only thing anyone would accept. Behind every flawless smile was a quiet battle to just be real.
Perfect on Paper
I was perfect on paper—a flawless script in ink and print, each A+ a promise, each gold medal a quiet scream.
The Currency of Silence
In a crowded Chinese restaurant, surrounded by adults who spoke loudly and confidently—but were completely wrong—I wanted to speak up.
The Woman I Buried to Be Loved
She folded her wild straws into neat origami. She shrank to be held. She smiled so she wouldn’t be left. Until she couldn’t feel herself anymore. So she ripped it.
The Life-Giving Truth
In a world flooded with information and competing narratives, the call to “tell the truth” feels more urgent than ever. But what if truth alone isn’t enough?
Cities That Rewired My Eyes
Traveling to Tokyo, Lisbon, and Reykjavík taught me that life in a city flows in unexpected ways. Sometimes, fluidity matters more than perfect order.
Token by Token
Time doesn’t issue refunds, and there are no reruns for a life built on survival instead of meaning.
Emoji Love Language 💬❤️
Decode the emoji vibes and text your way from “👋” to “😍” without the awkward stumbles. This is modern romance.
The Beautiful Contradictions
To be wise is to ache. To love is to break. To grow is to die, and be born awake. Our life has countless contradictions that don’t cancel each other out—they define us.
You Are More Than Alive
Your real power isn’t in your to-do list. It’s in the energy you leave behind in a room. In the calm you carry. In the ripple you start just by showing up as your fullest self.
The Lobster, Then the Wolf
A woman’s pack can be her strength — a place to rise, celebrate, and grow. But it can also stir tension, where beauty and status trigger subtle power plays.
Living Sainya
Sainya is an elegant defiance, a fearless way of being that embraces your contradictions and honors your authentic, messy, radiant self.
When the Spotlight Burns
They sing our heartbreak, hold up mirrors, and carry more than we know. But celebrities aren't immune to collapse. Neither are we.
Let Her Eat Cake
Guilty pleasures? Maybe they’re just soft rebellions that say, “I’m still mine.” It’s time to ditch the guilt and own your joy.
The Pain Olympics
You say something painful, only to hear someone say they had it worse. It feels like connection—but something’s off. This common reflex is to one-up pain or match trauma.
The Things That Save Us Also Burn
This piece is a reflection on the fire in A Star Is Born—the ache of creation, the grief of compromise, and the beauty of a dream that refuses to die.
Raised by a Narcissist
She believed she was the most beautiful woman in every room—and she let us know it. What happens when your mother’s mirror matters more than you?
Just One More
Ever wonder why you feel compelled to finish an entire bag of chips? Or why you scroll, swipe, and say “yes” when you meant to stop?
The Sanctuary: A Fifth Box
The secret to finding flow in a world that won't slow down. Because not everything important is urgent, and not everything urgent deserves your peace.