Words
I didn’t plan to say but needed to.
Somewhere between ennui and spark, my raw, unfiltered bits are here.
I’m a nerdy girl with a pen—the type who always carries a black Pilot Precise V5, has read thousands of books, and still scribbles in the margins. Sometimes I’m just writing back to an author who’ll never read it.
Maybe one day, all these scribbles will grow into books of their own.
Sainya (Part 1)
The world bends for the bold, so it’s become clear to me that by stepping away from rigid rules, I’m allowing myself to embrace my true desires and experience authentic freedom.
The Monogamous Polyglot
I’ve lived many lives and dreamed in many languages. But when it comes to core values, I believe in one home, one body, one soul to return to.
Why I Am Single
I’m not single because I’m hard to love. I’m single because I love deeply—and have no desire to audition for it.
Insatiable
Strength, transformation, and the beauty of imperfection anchor me in a world of uncertainty.
Beyond Private Paradise
A private island. Seven cities. Endless beauty. But even paradise has borders—and just beyond them, the world waits. I live in both.
$450M in a Dumpster
Into a San Francisco dumpster went $450 million worth of heartache, held in my hands. It wasn’t the money I lost. It was the dream I gave everything to—the art that unraveled me.
Not That Kind of Woman
I don’t cook. I don’t serve. My stove’s clean, untouched. This isn’t that kind of home. I am not that kind of woman.
The Cleopatras
A Cleopatra draped in silk, watching—waiting—bare. A force you reckon with. Poison & perfume in one.
Pink Little Liar
Let them call her sweet. She’ll be the sweetest thing you never saw coming.
Stay a Bit Longer
Every moment with you is a tangle of contradictions. You’re the chaos I can’t resist, the fire I can’t outrun.
Lotus from the Mud
From dirt to blossom, we are shaped by the ground we rise from, but we choose how we unfold.
How I Met Your Father
I was 29 and killing it at work—on paper. But dating? That’s where madness lived.
Two Perfect Days
One day where love fills the room, and another day where silence nurtures my spirit.
Peace Over Purpose
What if peace, not purpose, is what we’ve been looking for? In a world that glorifies hustle and achievement, it's easy to overlook the quiet power of simply being.
The Mirror’s Game
The game isn’t about me, it’s about you. The mirror shows you what you want to see, but I’ll make you question if it’s ever really me.
The Gentlemen's Masquerade
I stand barefoot, facing away, a body carved by innocence and sin alike. Not your wife. Not your whore. Not your cure.
In Their Glow
I’ve laughed in love and wept in pain. I’ve danced in the sun and cried in the rain. All those moments, whether dim or bright, still shimmer softly in the light of memory.
A Thousand Steps
Every letter unwritten, every kiss unspent—until she remembered her own name.
The Fifth Element
Wind, water, fire, and earth—each one whispers back what I’ve become.
A Longer Route
Maybe this wasn’t the wrong train, just a longer route. I’ll stay on and see where it leads.