Words
I didn’t plan to say but needed to.
Somewhere between ennui and spark, my raw, unfiltered bits are here.
I’m a nerdy girl with a pen—the type who always carries a black Pilot Precise V5, has read thousands of books, and still scribbles in the margins. Sometimes I’m just writing back to an author who’ll never read it.
Maybe one day, all these scribbles will grow into books of their own.
The Confidence Myth
Confidence isn’t something you’re born with or magically wake up to one day. It’s something you build—slowly, with honesty, and a little grace.
To Upgrade or Keep
Some things are meant to grow. Others are meant to stay.
The Good Woman Has to Die
Some of us spend years trying to be the “good woman”—quiet, selfless, endlessly accommodating. But goodness is never the goal. Wholeness is.
Unlived
Not every life fits in the photos we envy. But this one that is imperfect, handmade, and loved was never second-best.
Hard Pills
The world doesn’t reward softness—it exploits it. These 12 hard pills aren’t meant to harden you, but to wake you up.
BTS: Behind the Spit
This is life between bites of grilled meat, wrapped in lettuce, and dipped in something spicy—what celebrity posters will never reveal.
The Ones Who Don't Bend
I am not here to be palatable. I am not here to fit into a world that asks me to break myself down just to stay in its box.
When “More” Hurts
We’re so obsessed with more—more beauty, more money, more intelligence, more size. But having more often quietly destroys you.
White Lies
There’s an invisible line we cross when we stop doing what’s expected of us and start doing what feels right.
Never Meant to Be Friends
She called sex brunch. I treated it like a secret government file. From her, I learned to evolve without apology.
Three Queens, One Chaos
Sisterhood is laughing until you can’t breathe, crying until your eyeliner runs, and always having someone who makes the world feel soft again.
The Shrimp You Didn’t Want
We grow stronger not because of what we get, but because of what we’re willing to live without.
Sainya (Part 2)
Sainya isn’t just a word. It’s a call to stop negotiating with life’s chaos and start living in alignment with your soul. To unlock the freedom to live boldly, unapologetically, and authentically.
Sainya (Part 1)
The world bends for the bold, so it’s become clear to me that by stepping away from rigid rules, I’m allowing myself to embrace my true desires and experience authentic freedom.
Beyond Private Paradise
A private island. Seven cities. Endless beauty. But even paradise has borders—and just beyond them, the world waits. I live in both.
The Cleopatras
A Cleopatra draped in silk, watching—waiting—bare. A force you reckon with. Poison & perfume in one.
How I Met Your Father
I was 29 and killing it at work—on paper. But dating? That’s where madness lived.
Peace Over Purpose
What if peace, not purpose, is what we’ve been looking for? In a world that glorifies hustle and achievement, it's easy to overlook the quiet power of simply being.
In Their Glow
I’ve laughed in love and wept in pain. I’ve danced in the sun and cried in the rain. All those moments, whether dim or bright, still shimmer softly in the light of memory.
Fearless by Design
There is something older than fear, wiser than pain, and softer than shame. I call it freedom.